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| Tonight I'm the drug you can't deny
 I find myself making list after list after list of things to do after the exams even when they've just begun. Badly too. There are now scraps and scraps of paper lying around with random words and doodles and songs to get and bands to listen to and movies to watch and books to pore over. i'm now looking forward to the hours i will spend at starbucks instead of "partying like a rockstar"(i hate that expression) and when i can finally start on the 100 ideas i promised myself to do by the end of the year. also enough with the snide little comments, even if it is to cover up your own little or gaping insecurities. It really does get old after awhile and makes me think of you as a Mean Person. so play nice or go hang around some online networking website so you can boost your needy doppelganger. thank goodness the year is almost over. In other news, Sam has been helping me with math for the past month(?) or so, so i definitely owe it to her if i get a pass. Stats crash course with the math whiz tmr, i desperately need to be productive. Off for some shut eye. | | |
| D-O Double G
"I don't understand." You're almost screaming, your voice is almost breaking. To the point of shrillness, but the only sound you make is from the shuffling of your feet instead. It's like being submerged underwater with your best friend, when you make gargled sounds that are distorted then swallowed by the water that surrounds you and you both come up to the surface gasping for breath and giggling uncontrollably at the same time. You know now. Ineffectual, that's the word for it.
The silence is thick and hot and oppressive(like the weather) Your throat itches with the things you're holding back(remember the time you ate one too many fries and could only manage to croak out words) but you save it for another day, another time, another place(because you know this will be over soon and then, contentment.) | | |
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Procrastination will be the death of me. That and the inability to say no. So the past week will mark the end of bad-decisions month. Make that the past 4 months. I have high hopes for the remaining days i have left, involving a whole lot of green tea lattes.
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| I'd wear your black eyes, bake you apple pies
Us 'partying like rockstars', triple Haha Listening to Coco Rosie in the darkness scares me real bad sometimes. Just try listening to the beginning of Noah's Ark. Okay so i broke the no-laptop ban, I've been dealing pretty well with the handphone ban though. it's been about 3,4 hours since my last message/phonecall. and I only came online because I couldnt sleep a wink plus I decided to be more productive and finally upload pictures I've promised to upload by this week. | | |
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